December 19, 2007

  • Request?

    Anyone have a copy of Microsoft Money they want to share?    I think I have 2005, but a newer version would totally be gravy.  Thanks!

November 29, 2007

November 20, 2007

November 13, 2007

  • HOLY CRAP

    I’m done Christmas shopping!  I think this is a new record for me.  I’ve ordered everything and now just need to wait their arrival patiently.  Then package it all up, distribute, and I AM DONE.  WHOO~!!! 


    Sure there may be a few more presents that sneak their way under the tree, and I haven’t bought my Christmas cards yet, nor wrapped anything of course,… and I kind of want to pick up two small things that I haven’t thought of WHAT yet for two friends, but the by and large of it is that I AM DONE. 


    Nothing to really worry or stress or freak about!  Whee!


    *phew*


    And my beautiful, color-coded Excel list is printed out and clutched in my grubby hand


    WHEE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

October 24, 2007

October 10, 2007

September 20, 2007

  • *super small voice*

    Part of what makes me who I am is the fact that I continually allow so many people into my life.  I post here, I post everywhere, and I open my life for other people to read about me, if they so choose.  Opening myself this way does not give anyone the right to pry into my life, does not give them the right to invade, attempt to pervade, make me feel uncomfortable for being so open.  I take precautions, I hold myself dear and I am very careful because I have been burned, big time, in the past.  I have had issues with this, not the funny “haha someone just yelled out ‘yo moonbunny’” issues, the “I’m scared and I need to call the cops” kind of issues, in the past.  These are not fun nor funny issues.  These terrify me to my core.  I know I’ve been lucky and had close calls and somehow I wait for that luck to run out, so I am extra careful about this. 


    Yet I do let my guard down once in a while, and this is when I find the worst problems.  This is when something happens and I pull myself back up and think, “What the hell was I thinking?”  I don’t know what it is about me that attracts the crazies, that attracts the freaks, that attracts those people who think, “I know you… I know you and I want you to be mine.”  I have no idea.  I just know that I do attract the crazies. 


    I can’t change my life and quit posting: it is an inherent part of who I am, what I want to do with my life, and it makes me happy.  One or two creeps- or ten or fifteen or twenty- are not going to make me stop doing something that makes me happy. 


    So to you, the asshole who prompted this posting, go fuck yourself.  Go fuck yourself and die for all I give a shit.  You want to fuck with me?  I will fuck with you right back.  You don’t know who you’re messing with, you don’t know me, you have no claim to me nor my life, and I’ve got enough experience with creeps like you that I know the end result.  If you don’t step off now, which would be the smart thing to do, you will not walk out of this intact.  You will come away even less of a person than you are now. 


    To anyone else who comes here and tries to mess with me, think twice.  This goes for all of you.


    Fuck the small voice.  I’m done being the victim.

September 5, 2007

August 9, 2007

  • Concessions

    I have been making them for people I don’t really like or don’t really care for or don’t… whatever… for the longest time.  No more!  No more of not-saying-exactly-what-I-think as soon as you say something stupid!  No more!  If people start once again proclaiming I’m a bitch, then I’ll know it’s fine.


    (As in, when someone once said to me, upon seeing a picture of my boyfriend, “Oh, he’s not what I expected!  He’s so good looking… and white…” I should have said, “Fuck you!” or, since it is a coworker, “WHY WOULD YOU SAY THAT?  Did you even think before you spoke?”)


    *grin*


    Loving life even more than ever now~

  • Psst.

    GROW UP.