March 13, 2007

  • My world came crashing down around my ears

    and everything turned dark, I was all alone.  I was all alone in a crowd of many; everyone reaching out their hands to help me but I pushed them all away.  Why?  Because it’s what I want and I have always been one to give in and give me what I want… because no one else would in the past and so the pattern was set.  Do I want more now?  Do I want less?  I don’t know what I want, and thus begins the deep insatiable desire because I don’t know what the desire is.


    If you’d only tell me what it was…



    I could give it to you….